On My G.R.I.N.D.

Oh man, I am SO behind on this freaking challenge. I’ve been so busy these last couple of weeks. But I’ll start where I left off.

My day in detail, huh? XD

I woke up at 7am this morning. Bright and early, no happy chirps from them birds like the usual mornings, probably because it was hella cold and they all went some place warm. My body shivered from this bipolar weather mother nature had gave us today. I took a quick hot shower and got ready to go and take Jeein to her bus ride back to San Jose. We converstated during our car ride with a little bit of R&B tunes playing in the back, stopped by an atm for her to grab some quick mula, and headed off to, yes my people’s place, Little Saigon. Not as busy as usual on a Saturday morning in Little Saigon. Many folks waited patiently for their vessel to depart at 9am. The Vietnamese lady who was in charge of the bus spoke to Jeein in Vietnamese before I can tell her, “THIS GIRL AIN’T VIET YO” (XD). I said my goodbyes to Jeein and made my way home, only to knock out until 2pm. Well rested and energized, I began my studies in calculus for my last midterm this coming Monday. Since then, I’ve been doing math until now, with a lunch and dinner break in between studying with my mom. I got my ochem book out and decided to switch up subjects a bit so that my mind doesn’t get too bored of numbers, slopes, and limits. Currently taking care of Sapling. WHAT YOU KNOW ABOUT SAPLING?

Detailed? I’m not sure if it was, but that was my day so far, haha.

XD

No matter how hard I try, I can’t seem to get things right. It’s getting to the point where its quite exhausting, a constant trial of being tested over and over and over again.

But then again, its life. If this is what I have to face, then so be it. I’ll find my way out of the shrouds of darkness and into the light I’ve yearned for so long.

There’s only one way. Moving forward, never back. When you’re at the bottom, the only way is to go up. Even if things seem so dispaired and hopeless, I got to remember to never give up.

I’ve worked too hard to get to where I am today. And no one’s going to shut me down. I’ll never have that. Hell, I’ll never be able to live with myself.

Got to keep chuggin’ along on this ride called life. Is it selfish of me to ask when will I ever get a break?

Maybe one day. Yeah, maybe one day.

“Chin up, chest out, shoulders back and G.R.I.N.D.”

No matter what.

No matter who doubts my potential.

No matter who questions the person I can be.

No matter what anyone says about me.

No matter what happens in an attempt to keep me from my goals.

No matter what happens that tries to weigh me down.

Talk all you want. Try all you want. Nothing’s going to stop me.

Watch.

Well, a lot of things “tickles my fancy” hahaha. I get pretty amused easily, no joke. I’ll laugh at almost anything, even if it doesn’t make sense. Now that I think about it, I tend to laugh at the things that don’t make sense. I like laughing. It means that you’re happy :]

This week’s going to kill me.

XO 

1) Cup of coffee

2) Michita albums on repeat

3) Chill setting

Perfect way to study. Getting stuff done. :]

I want to keep working at it until one day I can be truly confident in it.

I’ll never give it up. Its been my companion for as long as I can remember.

Now that’s some art. I want one now :]